Not So Lady-Like

nhaneh: She’d told herself she had no time to deal with any of her personal feelings - she was going to be wandering into a critical and life-threatening mission where the slightest distraction could mean somebody died. Emotional baggage wasn’t something she needed right now. Yet seeing him walk into view on the recording made her chest tighten; the words traded on Horizon suddenly ringing in her mind. Seeing his shoulders slump at the end filled her with an almost overwhelming desire to reach out and touch the screen, wishing he’d somehow feel her presence through both the distance and the recording. She reminded herself yet again that she had no time for any of this - she’d sort it out later, after the mission. It didn’t make her feel any better.nhaneh: She’d told herself she had no time to deal with any of her personal feelings - she was going to be wandering into a critical and life-threatening mission where the slightest distraction could mean somebody died. Emotional baggage wasn’t something she needed right now. Yet seeing him walk into view on the recording made her chest tighten; the words traded on Horizon suddenly ringing in her mind. Seeing his shoulders slump at the end filled her with an almost overwhelming desire to reach out and touch the screen, wishing he’d somehow feel her presence through both the distance and the recording. She reminded herself yet again that she had no time for any of this - she’d sort it out later, after the mission. It didn’t make her feel any better.nhaneh: She’d told herself she had no time to deal with any of her personal feelings - she was going to be wandering into a critical and life-threatening mission where the slightest distraction could mean somebody died. Emotional baggage wasn’t something she needed right now. Yet seeing him walk into view on the recording made her chest tighten; the words traded on Horizon suddenly ringing in her mind. Seeing his shoulders slump at the end filled her with an almost overwhelming desire to reach out and touch the screen, wishing he’d somehow feel her presence through both the distance and the recording. She reminded herself yet again that she had no time for any of this - she’d sort it out later, after the mission. It didn’t make her feel any better.nhaneh: She’d told herself she had no time to deal with any of her personal feelings - she was going to be wandering into a critical and life-threatening mission where the slightest distraction could mean somebody died. Emotional baggage wasn’t something she needed right now. Yet seeing him walk into view on the recording made her chest tighten; the words traded on Horizon suddenly ringing in her mind. Seeing his shoulders slump at the end filled her with an almost overwhelming desire to reach out and touch the screen, wishing he’d somehow feel her presence through both the distance and the recording. She reminded herself yet again that she had no time for any of this - she’d sort it out later, after the mission. It didn’t make her feel any better.

nhaneh:

She’d told herself she had no time to deal with any of her personal feelings - she was going to be wandering into a critical and life-threatening mission where the slightest distraction could mean somebody died. Emotional baggage wasn’t something she needed right now.

Yet seeing him walk into view on the recording made her chest tighten; the words traded on Horizon suddenly ringing in her mind. Seeing his shoulders slump at the end filled her with an almost overwhelming desire to reach out and touch the screen, wishing he’d somehow feel her presence through both the distance and the recording.

She reminded herself yet again that she had no time for any of this - she’d sort it out later, after the mission.

It didn’t make her feel any better.

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